Erotica: Sluts for Each Other

I have never wanted to be anyone’s slut more than his. Only he has made my pussy pour with juices, enough for him to slide four fingers inside me and threaten me with the thumb, no lube required. Only he has managed to transfix my erotic imagination enough that I am willing to do anything

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (Part 15)

If I was allowed to wank, I would not be thinking about him right now. Or perhaps I would. He filled my thoughts even when I was pleasuring myself five times per day – inspired by thoughts of him. But my cunt would not be aching; my pelvis would not be pulled taut with unextinguished

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (Part 14)

Denial is a powerful force. He has slid even deeper into my mind and in doing so, made my pelvis tight and skin hyper-sensitive. I am in no doubt that he enjoys my company as well as my body. He made that clear last night with an unplanned visit that left me heated despite being

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (Part 13)

I am being sucked into something that confuses me. On the one hand, I am going with the flow. On the other, I am feeling myself drawing close to familiar waters that scare me. Where once, I was happy to see my lover without making any plans for when we will see each other again,

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (Part 12)

We have had our first row. Instead of feeling shaken, as I once would have done, I feel refreshed. Perhaps it is because perfection is new to me – and I am cynical about its existence – that the disagreement served to solidify rather than drive a wedge between us. At least to me. It

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (Part 11)

Separating ‘we’ from ‘me’ is easy. Though I worried, only nights ago, about the decency of sharing intimate thoughts about a lover, today, it became clear. My thoughts about my lover are my own. While he may inspire them, they are no more his property than a sunset owns a photograph. Neither is more or

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (Part Ten)

As intimacy develops, it becomes harder to write about. Solitude-induced thoughts are all very well put out into the world but when someone becomes more than a bit-player in your life, it feels like a betrayal to let anyone else in on your secrets. Details become precious rather than disposable. It is not your story

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (Part Nine)

I have never felt this way before. As I type, I can recall saying these words in the past; almost exclusively after spending all night talking with someone who became more. But this is not like that. Instead, I am experiencing something new. From our first kiss, the sex has been better than any I

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (Part Eight)

The feeling was too big to hold inside. And so it was that I plied myself with drink until I was brave enough to share. I had hoped things would flow naturally. And they did – but in a way so unexpected that I am still reeling from reality. I cooked dinner, having enquired about

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Spring Awakening (Part Seven)

The flame that burned so bright is now reduced to ashes. My Sapphic desire has been sated through the words we exchanged – and her lust quelled at the same moment mine did. It was not uncomfortable. Pleasure has turned into business and what was a wonderful affair is turning into an equally exciting alliance.

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (Part Six)

She has me tied up – at last. She tells me to open my mouth wide. I do as I am told. She takes a small bottle and paints its white, medical-tasting contents over my back molars. I trust her though I am dubious about what she is doing. She leads me around her fetish

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (Part Five)

She is rapidly infiltrating my mind, deeper than I ever thought I would allow her to. Our flirtatious messages have descended into ever-more-honest confessions of twisted desires and graphic, darkly filthy imaginings. Or rather, ascended. Where once, she was titillation, now she is becoming an inspiration: to impress her with my work as much as

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Erotica: Spring Awakening: Part Four

I used to have vivid, theatrical fantasies with casts of thousands and complex scenarios Now, it is simpler. That is not to say that the fantasies are any less depraved or exploratory: but at the heart of my desire now lies intimacy. Where once the idea of an orgiastic anonymous crowd made me wet, now

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (part three)

Now, there is another playmate on my mind. Though my friend’s tenderness roused my sensuality, reminding me of my body’s cravings, this is more raw; more visceral. An online conversation that started with an accusation of teasing and rapidly turned into a mutual confession of desire. I am realising that it may not simply be

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Erotica: Spring Awakening (Part Two)

He has become lodged the swirl of my mind. One night of casual affection, without any sex, and he somehow caught onto the branch marked, ‘desire’, and in doing so forced it to blossom. Forced is too harsh a word. It was not a deliberate or hungry attempt; he did not push himself on me

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Erotica: Spring Awakening

I did not think I would be writing this, I thought I was becoming asexual, my body no longer affected by sexual urges. I thought I was withdrawing to heal, retreating into myself, revelling in my own company, with no need to allow another into my intimate space. I was happy with the label; wore

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News: Susan Quilliam Announces New Relationship Courses

Cliterati favourite, Susan Quilliam has announced a series of sessions she’s running this autumn to help find, enhance and get over relationships. Getting Better at Online Dating covers the background to online dating and explain why the fact that it’s so new means it can be so challenging… after which she looks at how to

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News: Sh! Announces November Events

Sh!, London’s iconic destination erotic emporium has announced an exciting schedule of in-store events for November 2014,l taking place at the store’s London location at 57 Hoxton Square, London N1 6PB. For the month of November, Team Sh! will be inviting visitors to take photographs of themselves showing off their fake or real moustaches in

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Book Extract: Blue Mondays by Emily Dubberley

After meeting Ben on the underground, and returning his dropped wallet, Lucy is rewarded with breakfast in Kensington Roof Gardens. The romantic surroundings and obvious chemistry between them soon sees things heating up… Ben took Lucy’s hand and led her through a doorway covered with climbing leaves -“The entrance to the Tudor gardens – my

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Toy Stories #1: Me and My Cock

I have used sex toys before. A lot of sex toys. They are not a replacement for sex but rather occupy space of their own in my sexual lexicon: from a fast-food wank to a self-indulgent fantasy session. They are there to fill any gaps, so to speak. They are not anthropomorphised for me, no

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