Why the hell am I at this party. Nobody here is gonna do me. I'm just here for the drink and a laugh. The only male here is Andrew, like any one would want Andrew. Like Andrew would want me.

I'm drunk as hell,whatever posessed me to drink Pernod straight from the bottle? Oh my God this film is sexy. I'm getting turned on. Oh OK, im falling into Andrew's mouth. This ain't half bad. OK so I admit it, I've fancied him for ages. Im sucking his finger! Why am I doing this? Oh OK, he's sitting on my and groping me. I'm liking this. I'm really liking this
If I don't stop this quick I won't be able to stop myself. Hey, its snowing! Lets go outside. "Wanna go for a walk?" Did I just say that? I did. Aaahhh what a relief, he said no. He really wanted to, didn't he? Yeah. Suddenly very consious of condom that I stuffed in my bra. Must remove it. I've put it in his pocket. That was a definate invitation.
I'm so hot, gotta go back out in the snow, to cool off. get your tits out and put them in the snow. Oh no, here he comes, OK, so his hands feel great on me. I wish they were lower. No, no can't do this. He's my friend, and anyway, he's Andrew!
Just excused myself to the loo,couldn't take it any more. Got to relieve myself. Should hae brought him in with me. I'm slowly pushing my knickers aside. Feels good. Kinda tickles. Circling slowly round my clit with my finger. Wish he was here. Stop it stop it, Marie. Stop it NOW!